Dear fellow traveller.

02/12/2017

 

Wonderfully lost within tangles of thoughts with such great depths.

The seeds nourished and lovingly planted.

The soul embracing its nest,

the sun, providing life, energy, growth.

Young sakastew Iskwew.

The world ever-expanding.

Continuation of opening her mind.

Expanding it, paving the way for lost and found treasures.

Moments frozen in time, memories locked away,

her divine inner energy connecting with the sacred mother

from the humbling still depths of the waters

to the blue hue sky full of a universe too vast to comprehend.

Full of stars and stardust being wished upon from us tiny beings,

held down by only gravitational forces and a luck of balance

and life-sustaining chance from the greater unknown energies.

How magnificent it is,

on our one tiny speck of life lies so many diverse moments, minds, thoughts, beings.

On one tiny speck there are grand landscapes

plunging down into rocky untouched valleys,

long forgotten roads,

each leading to a new adventure, a new story.

We create a profound love,

so strong that it must be connected to that universe above or those greater energies so unknown to us.

We create hate, war, violence all connected back to those diverse sets of minds, bodies, spirits.

All cohabitating on this one speck.

Wandering,

wondering,

forever searching for ultimate happiness and for all of the answers.

My mind constantly shifts, like the clouds.

It constantly moves forward like that jetplane smoothly flying high in the dark blue sky.

My mind constantly growing,

even in the toughest and unimaginable terrain,

just like those cacti, standing proudly amongst dry red sand and unearthly rocks.

My heart is constantly reminded of the love so deeply embedded in my being.

For this chance to live, to see, to hear, to breathe, to be a part of something so grand, a part of such a beautiful world.

My spirit is constantly being guided to just where I need to be,

where I’m meant to be.

My eyes cannot unsee what I’ve seen,

my eardrums cannot unhear what I’ve been told,

what I’ve been taught,

my spirit will forever cherish and hold on to that feeling of connectedness,

the feeling of freedom and the utmost amount of feeling whole.

This my dear, are the reasons I love to wander,

the reasons I love seeing this world in its entirety.

The reasons I love travel as a whole.

With its ups and downs, complexities, learned lessons and moments of true bliss and discovery.

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West Coast Love Affair

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Traveled up to the West Coast of Canada a few times and can never get enough the breathtaking scenery of oceans and mountains and vast landscapes. I tend to go a little picture crazy. I figured many of you would appreciate these select few, they are some of my favorite shots that I captured while I was there. I have many more from where they came from so just comment below if you’d like to see more.

Self Doubt, Insecurities, Etc.

332Self doubt. we all have it from time to time. some more than others. In fact, I’ve had major self doubt about this post. I haven’t written anything in awhile because I’ve been over thinking on what kind of content to write. Should I write about serious personal stories? perhaps a comedic piece? or how about just some photography? maybe a story about an upcoming event? so many things crossed my mind and then I would scratch them out because I would think that it wasn’t interesting enough. Then I got to the point where I was questioning my previous posts. After way too much thinking about what to write next I realized how ridiculous I was being.

I started questioning myself, why do I always worry about what others think? why do I always compare myself to other people or other blogs? I can write about whatever the hell my little heart desires! Then I got to thinking that I’m not the only one who does this. Just by reading this post so far you can imagine how deeply I think into things and how my train of thought can be crazy sometimes. Anyways, after all of this wondering I starting thinking, why do so many of us doubt ourselves? maybe it’s the messages and images put out by the media or the way society raised us or maybe it’s just all simply a part of human nature. I guess no one really knows. This is starting to turn into a ramble which is alright and I’m glad that I warned you about ramblings in my blog title and my first post entitled, “New Beginnings”. So don’t tell me I didn’t warn you.

Anyways, after all this thinking of self doubt, insecurities and things related to this I started wondering about how it would be if more of us started to not worry about what others thought, if we lived in a world without self doubt. Sure, there must be a balance of consciousness obviously, we don’t necessarily want murderers to be running around our neighborhoods confidently. But what if that boy down the street wasn’t afraid to go after his dreams, what if that woman went beyond her self doubt and created a masterpiece of art, what if YOU moved beyond all that self doubt, all those insecurities and purely did what you loved without worrying about what the outcome would be. Sure, they may be individuals out there who have come to this epiphany way earlier that I did and they are doing this as we speak but my point is, we all have the potential to do great things, we all have the potential to create wondrous things! It may sound incredibly cliche but it’s true. We may fall down sometimes and we may fail but with hard work, passion and moving beyond those fears we can all bring great things.

There is so much things I would love to do and things I’ve been wanting to do or try for a very long time. I also find that I compare myself to other people  who are doing all these cool things which lead to me saying, you know what..I can do that! Instead of holding back in fear of being judged, envying others who are doing them and forever being to afraid to try, I should just get off my lazy ass, shut up my loud insecure mind and do it!  I’m taking it upon myself to move past my comfort zone and finally do all the things I’ve been wanting to try or do and I challenge all of you who are reading this right now to do the same! Life is all about experiences and learning from them, I know that far off in the future I don’t want to regret not trying something just because of fear of being judged or fear of failing. But please take into account, I am not advising that we all go try the new drugs or that new cocktail at the bar. Everyone has their limits, everyone has their choices so please move past your comfort zones responsibly.

Let me know in the comments below what you’ll do next!